Week 325 // Animal

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Up in space on a sunny afternoon
I catch the wind and ride it home with you
I reject the flame as it’s lapping at the door
I reject the flame that consumes and begs for more

I am an animal
I am meant for more

The whispered curse, I’m rising in the morn
I cannot hope to be the finest of the form
I cannot hope to play a perfect set of rules
I cannot aim to know the folly of the fools

I am an animal
I am meant for more

Notes
It’s hard to be a person in a city in an office at a desk looking at a computer. I’ve forgotten that I’m an animal, and often feel like something far less dignified. An animal ranges and breathes and never marks time or attempts to justify his folly. An animal has instincts instead of directives. An animal doesn’t abhor perfection or convention; he is merely unmoved by their existence or appeal. I have spent a lot of time on the project of becoming something less like an animal. I’m not certain the effort has made me more like a man. These vagaries are all to say that my wife is correct when she says we have the power to alter our destiny. An animal can catch a new wind. An animal can pivot when his instincts tell him his path is not his own.

~M.E.

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Week 324 // I Alone

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Lord Jesus was a cautious man
The day he signed the travel ban
And the emperor, he ain’t got a stitch
Just a gang of sycophants

And everyone out there
Will save their own skin
Like the Bible told them to

I alone can fix this
I alone will speak the truth
I alone can keep you safe
Who else used to talk this way?

And everyone out there
Will save their own skin
Like the Bible told them to

Notes
It has been an absolutely nauseating week in America. Demonstrating helps to keep me from utter despair, and there’s good evidence it is making a difference. Still, I think about the righteousness with which many Americans defend unconscionable acts of bigotry and cruelty, and I wonder when they will see this for what it is. I am sick of the suggestion in the zeitgeist that those of us who resist should go home and give the regime its chance to govern. If we had given them a chance beginning on the first day of the new administration, they would have already squandered it again and again through the actions they have taken. We don’t give chances to fascists governing in the open as fascists. I am a member of a movement that represents the mainstream of American thought and decency. We are not radicals. The resistance are not the outliers. This song is a lament. I sing it to reckon with the state of things, but I do not resign myself to its bleak strains. With love, and for justice, I resist.

~M.E.

P.S. If you want to make a difference beyond getting out in the street and shouting, make a donation to Episcopal Migration Ministries. What do they do? They resettle refugees of all faiths from countries in peril, including those on Trump’s list. My wife works there, and she and her colleagues are heroes.

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Week 323 // A Reflection on Resistance

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Well as a matter of fact
Those ladies throw one hell of a march
I was happy to learn a thing or two from them
About getting somewhere

They said that’s what a mountain is like
That’s what a mountain is like
We gotta climb we gotta climb
If we’re ever gonna get to the top

And I wouldn’t have blamed them
If they said “fellas you’re sitting this one out”
Even after all we’ve done
They opened their hearts to anyone with a heart

That’s what you’ve been talking about
Through these years we’ve never listened
Through the ages we’ve refused to listen
Look where that’s gotten us now

Notes
I doubt if any songwriter hasn’t idly daydreamed about penning a movement song that would really mean something to people. It must be a daunting task, and I’m a bit relieved that it isn’t my place to try right now. A nasty woman out there is probably putting the finishing touches on it now, and I’m eager to sing along once she’s done.

My song is really just a modest thank you. I’m so grateful to have been included in the Women’s March on Washington. I’m thankful to have learned so much from so many generous and wise women of all ages and walks of life. I’m a 21st century man, and I’ve self-applied the term feminist my entire adult life. That said, I don’t think I’ve ever truly understood what it meant. It’s a movement with a lot to teach the world, and if I learned anything this weekend, it was how much I have left to learn. So here’s a little song, and when it’s done I’m all ears.

~M.E.

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Week 322 // What Everyone Worries About

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Everyone worries about
Something different
When they’re lying awake at night

Holding the weight of the world
Back is breaking
Rooting against the light

And the sun is a burning thing

And everyone carries around
Something broken
Like we’ll need it but we don’t know when

And we never say a thing about
The obvious solution
When we’re packing our things again

Time is a burning thing
The Earth is a burning thing
Light is a burning thing

Notes
This Christmas I got a splendid new instrument from my awesome sisters in law. Thanks, Susannah and Lily! It’s a beautiful little karimba, and it is the only instrument you will hear on this week’s new song, aside from my voice. I have been pondering how to get started with it; whether to feature it as an accent to another instrument, or to dive in headlong. I dove in. It’s a really fun sound to layer, and the single octave scale places valuable and productive parameters on songwriting. I had a really good time with this thing, and I’m really looking forward to finding out what else I can make it do!

This song is a little pondering on human anxieties, and our stubborn insistence on carrying their weight around. In this context, I might be using the word “everyone” to say something more like “me”, because I can’t possibly project what the entire human race is feeling. Still, I operate under the assumption that being a person is a more or less similar experience when it comes to moving around in the world and pondering infinity. I hope you enjoy listening.

~M.E.

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Week 321 // Contact

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Like the fear of an open flame
It’s like the Bible was a book about nothing

A far off moon and the pearly gates
Lining up with our spacesuits pumping

All good earthlings look the same
They look like Jesus in a renaissance painting

I stab my palms and revere the pain
To paint my brothers and my sisters faces

So we’re on the way up
The Earth dies a little bit sooner

In the crater at the center of this
A weed is growing like an angry witness

In the blast of the emperor’s kiss
A seed is planted and we won’t dismiss it

In the hole at the center of me
A green thing circles toward the light of something

Around my center all the vines can squeeze
A careful meter bound to get me pumping

So we’re on the way up
The Earth cries a little bit louder

Notes
This song is trying to juggle the requisite disenchantment and resolve that I’m experiencing as time marches ever toward inauguration day, and inevitably past it. There’s something here about resentment of the shallow faith of others, and its petty power over all of us. There’s something here about the heat death of the world. There’s something here about the resilience of life, and its power to reawaken dead places. There’s something here about revering nature more than God. There’s something here to build upon, but it’s still pretty elusive. I’m going to have to keep at this for a while. Vagueness suits me best right now because nobody knows a damn thing about what’s going on, me least of all. I’m working on a plan that has no shape and no name. Perhaps you have some suggestions.

~M.E.

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Week 320 // Long Year Part 3

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I feel so lucky to be out of style
I feel so lucky to get out of town with you
Forget for a while

I think of time and coming ’round again
I think in circles
There’s no other way to think of it
We’re circling the light

See the darkness on the far side of town, darlin’
I will go there with you anytime

And my country breaks another dawn
And my whole family’s looking out the window
Wondering which way the wind’s blowing

Above the forest and above the rain
They’re doing circles in a satellite
And looking down
They look for the brightest spots

But see the darkness on the far side of town, darlin’
I will go there with you anytime

Notes
Welcome to 2017. This first song of the New Year is the final installment in a three part reflection on the year that was. 2016 was long and challenging, so I wanted to take a few weeks to allow myself room to ponder it. It feels like we’re stepping into some dark unknown right now. 2016 was a prolonged paradigm shift. We’re leaving behind the world we know for one we’re hard pressed to even imagine. This song contains a simple suggestion for how to hold your mind and heart together while stepping into the dark. Hold those you love close, and go forward with them. We can’t stay in the light of the known, so we step into the dark together. Who knows, we may find something wonderful there.

~M.E.

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Week 319 // Long Year Part 2

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One day we will hear all the tapes that they hid from us
One day we will speak with clarity on this subject at last
One day we will count all the sins that bit back at us
One day we will know who’s to blame

It feels like a dream but its not
It’s a trap
It’s a spring with a blade in your back
And if you know him he’s a really great guy
You could ask
All the upstanding crooks signing NDAs over for cash

One day we will breathe in the air of another age
One day when we’re old we’ll look back at this trouble and laugh
What’s more we’ll forget how it felt to lose when we won
One day we’ll forget that we won

It feels like a dream but its not
It’s a trap
It’s a spring with a blade in your back
And if you know him he’s a really great guy
You could ask
All the upstanding crooks signing NDAs over for cash

Notes
This is the last Mount Everest song of 2016, and part two of a year-end reflection called “Long Year”. This song is about the specter of Donald Trump that has pursued us poor sinners all throughout these turbulent trials. Perhaps he is our comeuppance, but for which wrongful deed I cannot yet fathom.

We’re living in a specifically clouded moment that doesn’t allow for much clarity of perspective. I think Trump is both the cause and consequence of that lack of clarity. Those happy fools who elected him will find themselves swiftly and badly betrayed. The rest of us will spend years stewing in the cruel knowledge of our commanding yet irrelevant popular victory. We’re already saturated in corrosive resentment over it, and the kindest fate would be to forget all about the 3,000,000 strong majority that chose Hillary Clinton over the idiot beast looming over the horizon. This song’s two major longings are at odds; we cannot both forget and seek clarity. In at least one of these endeavors we are doomed to fail.

I wrote this as a punk song, because it could only be a punk song. It’s two minutes dripping with resentment and longing. This weekend, you should commemorate the final moments of a truly one-of-a-kind year, safe in the knowledge that it can no longer harry you. The trouble falls now to its successor, and we know not what tricks and traps it holds in store. Perhaps we will be ready this time. Celebrate in safety and health, and return next Monday for part three.

~M.E.

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Week 318 // Long Year Part 1

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Long year spent unrolling the concrete
Mapping the space unknown
I was a walker
Split down the center
You were the face of home
You are the face of home

Raise up your hands to the moonlight
Pray to the coming snow
My darling, long have we drifted
Down to the Earth below

Great god, there expanding before us
Show us the winding road
Ever the questions
Ever to ponder
Places the turns will go
The places the road could go

Raise up your hands to the moonlight
Pray to the coming snow
My darling, long have we drifted
Down to the Earth below

Notes
The year is almost over. The reviews are in, and they are all but unanimous. 2016 has been a pretty complicated mess. The culture at large is calling it the worst year we can remember. Perhaps that means we have short memories. Still, even beyond the unfathomable international turmoil, the unfortunate celebrity deaths, and the unyielding catastrophe of the presidential election, most people I know faced at least one pretty demanding human trial or another. Not everyone made it out.

I’m glad to see this year winding down, and though I know it isn’t over until it’s over, I am beginning a process of making sense of it. I imagine it will take a few weeks, so I’m getting an early start. Long Year Part 1 will be followed by at least parts 2 and 3. This first song isn’t deep, and and doesn’t face the really tough parts of the last year. It addresses physical toil, and the refuge I found in love and possibility. 2016 wasn’t all doom and gloom. See you in a week for the next installment.

~M.E.

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Week 317 // Apex

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Oh winter covers o’er
That which we build
That which we die for
All but the apex
Reaching up

Oh come the wind
We’ll blow away
And from the air
We’ll look down upon
What we’re flying from
What a waste

Oh winter covers o’er
That which we build
That which we die for
All but the apex
Reaching up

Oh come the wind
We’ll blow away
And from the air
We’ll look down upon
What we’re flying from
What a waste

Notes
This week’s song is another winter pondering. The cold snap is finally really here, and the lunacy in the world at large makes me want to either hibernate or blow away on the breeze. This song covers both of those options in a short, repetitive offering that builds instead of exploring wider chord changes.

I wanted to make something hymn-like and meditative, but also spontaneous. As I’ve said recently, these days this project is functioning as a salve. It makes me feel better to sit down and come up with something as quickly as I can exhale, because I often feel like I’m holding my breath between new songs. When I’m writing these, it often feels as if I am praying.

~M.E.

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Week 316 // Not Sorry

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Blame the young
And curse them for their ways
They have no sense of cause
Love only for themselves
And curse the old
For squandering a gift
And boasting all the while
What left have we to keep?
And we’re not sorry
And you’re not sorry

Notes
This song is playing with notions of blame and mass-scapegoating that I have observed to be powerful influences in the discourse recently. Trying to make sense of an inexplicable event like the recent presidential election is a daunting task, and the path of least resistance is to create a straw-man to beat up on.

Many observers, myself included, try to rationalize that we are not complicit in the outcome, that we did our part. We put ourselves into categories free of fault, and organize our ire around groups we perceive to be less virtuous. Here’s how I do it: while white men like me voted in numbers for Donald Trump, millennials like me voted overwhelmingly for Clinton, which means that the blame falls with a small-minded older generation spooked by evolving demographics and progressive values, damn them all.

On the other side of the divide, similar arithmetic is taking place. An older progressive may note that though their age demographic came out strongly for Trump, if more millennials had been politically active instead of Instagramming their pets, things might have turned out differently. Blame rests with the self-idolatrous and disengaged youth, god damn them and their overly tight pants.

This type of scenario is playing out in any number of binary and more complex combinations. Everybody is deflecting, nobody is sorry. Quite frankly there is little to gain from assigning blame. Unless you voted for Trump, in which case I blame you. That was incredibly inconsiderate of you.

~M.E.

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