Week 78 // Awake In All You Do

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You once spoke softly
You spoke on trials
On time and scorn
You lent them credence
With fate like rivals
Asleep and worn
And when the arms that held the young thing that once you were encircle you no more
You just wake up then
You find asylum
You draw your breath
You stitch together
The finest version
of what you got left
If you could know all the right ways
You would not grow
So certain in your bet
So you summon the meaning
Of time moving faster
Of folks up and leaving
Like natural disaster
Like stuck in the crosshairs
You’re weaving and moving
And nothing’s so precious
As fighting and losing
And you laugh just because it’s so unkind
The fleeting arc of time
And I got nothing
That I can tell you
That you don’t know
You had a moment
It took forever
But still you grow
And when that darkness finds me
I’ll look to you
Awake in all you do

Notes
 width= In the last few years I’ve had a lot of friends who have gone through the process of losing people very close them. It has been heartbreaking to watch people go through this type of ordeal, and I always wonder about where they will come out on the other end of it. I spent a lot of my weekend deep in conversation with a dear friend who suffered a great loss and then went out into the world to try and figure out what it all meant. Compared to the person who left, the person who came back had an amazing depth of understanding. It’s not necessarily the type of understanding that is easily put into words, and it’s so personal to her that I dare not draw her conclusions for her. But I was struck by the contrast. Anger had become perspective in such a fundamental way. I just had to reflect on it with this song.

I’m away from my usual command center, and I didn’t have access to some of the bells and whistles that I might normally employ on a song like this, so I decided to keep it really simple and focus on the chord progression. This is about as stripped down as Mount Everest gets. A dude and a mandolin.

Here’s hoping your Monday doesn’t totally suck.
~M.E.

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Week 77 // River Song

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I made my way down by the river
Far as I could go
I coulda stayed with everybody else
With everybody else I know

I was thinking on this poem

Once you sent to me
The words were rattling in my thoughts
Intent I couldn’t see
The intent I couldn’t see

I dipped my feet in the shallows
Was a pull I’d not deny
I could let the river take me now
Leaving all I was behind
Leaving all I been behind

‘Cause you been gone gone gone gone
You been gone gone gone gone
You were gone gone gone gone
You were gone gone gone gone

I washed up on a bank somewhere
And rose on shaking limb
I had an aching in my heart like everybody else
And moonlight on my skin
I had moonlight on my skin

I made my bed and I rested there
And I shivered in the cold
You were out there in in the night somewhere
You were fighting getting old
You were fighting getting old

Since I’ve been gone gone gone gone
I been gone gone gone gone
I was gone gone gone gone
I was gone gone gone gone

You’ve been gone
You were gone

Notes
 width= This is a little song about missing people. The idea here is that you could get in the river and it would take you to somebody you feel like you need to see. But it doesn’t take you there. You tried to let the river do all the work for you. You tried to be passive about it and just go for the ride, but the river spits you out wherever it wants to. It spits you out and maybe you’re even more removed from whoever it was you were trying to get to. You have to do the work yourself. You have to admit that it’s not just that somebody is far away from you, but that you are far away from them too. It’s a simple little song, and its a continuation of my recent love affair with simple little guitar songs.

By the way, the title that I chose for this song is sort of a joke. If you happen to get the joke, that means that you are a huge nerd. But I’m okay with that, because I’m the nerd who cracked the joke.

Here’s hoping your Monday doesn’t totally suck.
~M.E.

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Week 76 // Fact Ain’t Truth

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You know I believe
In all these old fashioned things
Like spending time
And saying sooth
We live like spies
But fact ain’t truth

I got news for you kid
You’ve got nothing to lose
You got time
You got plenty of folks trying to find you

Look at your head in the clouds
It seemed like Earth
But it’s dead somehow
And you’ve got this move
Where you cover your eyes
And you wrap up your heart
And you run and you hide

I got news for you kid
You ain’t got nothing to lose
You got time
You got plenty of folks trying to find you
And you’re in love
With the embellishments and the half truths above you
You got time
Wouldn’t you spend it with people who love you

Notes
 width= Spending time with long absent friends this weekend, I noticed a prevailing theme in our conversation. Everyone I know is exhausted and disgusted with social media and constant connectivity. It was supposed to be a revolution in communication, but instead we feel voyeuristic and exploited, and relationships have been cheapened and made superficial. The word “friend” has become ostensibly meaningless in the culture at large. I have hundreds of them. Yet we religiously update our status and poke our friends as if we’ve been defeated. I use promoting this website as my excuse for doing it. Everyone’s got their own excuse. The truth is we like it, and we’re worse people for it. Mark Zuckerberg says you are worth a hundred dollars to him. That makes me want to take a shower. This is a song about real friendship. The list of facts that you read about your friends on their timelines are not the truth. They might be true, but you can’t learn the truth in somebody unless you do it the old fashioned way. You talk. You listen. You write a letter and you take the time to make it mean something. You share a meal. You share a drink. You think hard about somebody. You tell them they matter to you. You poke them – with your actual finger – and you know they’re real.

Thanks to Rebecca Horton for existing and inviting me on an adventure this weekend. Also thanks to Rebecca for talking to Rob’s cat in a sweet voice within range of the microphone that I was using to write this song. It’s my favorite part of the song.

Here’s hoping your Monday doesn’t totally suck.
~M.E.

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Week 75 // The After Party (and Three Free E.P.s)

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My God, this watch stopped hours ago
The clockwork stealing time
A feeling you should know

And these, the faces of a crowd
The honor is all mine
Their glances getting loud

And how much have I had tonight?
How cynical my words
Aware of every slight

I’m caught in visions of despots learning
Save the children
House is burning

My God, my ride left hours ago
I spilled my drink tonight
A feeling you should know

I’m here, but were we ever friends?
What history do we share?
Too tired to pretend

I’m up all night
And it’s disconcerting
I’m stuck in place
And the Earth is turning
Earth is turning

Well I got feet
And you got heart
And you should know

You reach your hand up from the crowd
And then you go

This isn’t how the world ends
Would you like to know?

I’ve got a friend
Looks just like you
From years ago

Notes
In celebration of 75 weeks of new music I made you a gift: Three Totally Free E.P.s for you and your loved ones to enjoy. These E.P.s include some of my favorite Mount Everest songs, and each reflects a particular mood, sentiment, or aspect of the music that I write week after week. They will be free for a limited time only, so jump on this opportunity.

Click here to download them from Sendspace, or click on the artwork below to download them from Bandcamp.

This week’s song is about suffering through the worst party ever. It’s the kind of party filled with the worst people you can think of. They are the kind of people who make you question the goodness of humanity. They are pretentious, self absorbed, obnoxious, fake, or whatever makes your blood boil in a social scenario. You are stuck there, and you’ve probably had a few too many drinks to try and make the situation bearable. It didn’t work. It’s a rock and roll song and it’s awesome. It’s the first track on “Cut and Run” (the red E.P. down below). Please download it and share it, and scroll way down to the bottom and hit “like” so all of your friends will know all about crazy old Mount Everest giving all his stuff away for free!



Here’s hoping your Monday doesn’t totally suck.
~M.E.

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Week 74 // Awake and Breathing Slow

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In the evening, just seconds left of daylight
I grabbed at all my insights
And I walked along the road

The night was bending all the colors
I thought of all the others
No problems but their own
I know

And in the morning
I got eyes that speak like crimes
I’ve been repeating the same dreams every night

One: In the woods, in the woods where I’m desperate
Two: In the car, on the road where I’m searching
Three: In the bed, in the bed with my lover
Four: Alone every night

One: In the dark, in the dark and it’s growing
Two: In the presence of friends and I’d stay there
Three: In the past, in the past in the sunlight
Four: In love every night

I know
Eyes open
Even so
Awake and breathing slow
And in the morning let it go

Notes
 width= I don’t write so many pretty songs. I think this is a pretty song. My first goal with this one was to push the fingerpicked guitar line to a place where the verses wouldn’t need any other instrumental accompaniment. I think I got it so that any other instrumentation in the verses would have sounded like an intrusion. This allows those sections plenty of space to breathe, and makes the more dense sections pop out even more.

The song is about a quiet evening segueing into a restless night’s sleep. It is about tossing and turning with visions in one’s head: Visions of love and loneliness, light and darkness, idealized pasts and uncertain futures. It is about visions of contrast that dissipate and are gone in the morning, but linger as feelings.

Please be sure to stop by next week to help me celebrate 75 weeks of new music!

Here’s hoping your Monday doesn’t totally suck.
~M.E.

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Week 73 // Top of the Earth

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Scared like a sinner
Heart where I thought it should be
Death to the winter
Good night, you’d say it to me
Not quite

Gone are the right words
Carry on
Kinder than this thing ought to be
I would have loved you
If you saw fit to love me

Thinking and struggling’s no good anyway
Obviously missing the right thing to say
Down with the cynics, no love in their hearts
And damn the romantics, can’t tell them apart
Can’t seem to find you

Wooden and speechless all along
Lovely and sullen, can’t you see
I would have gone to you
If you saw fit to come to me

Well I’d’a cut and run if I’d known all the rules
At the top of the Earth staring back down at you
There’s a place in my heart for all the good it would do
If I saw fit to love you

Notes
 width=This song isn’t about anything recent or current in my life. I thought of the hook, and it seemed right for the song, so I dredged up old feelings of rejection and loss from previous times in my life to get into the right headspace for this tune. This song is about aimlessly fumbling through being rejected. It is about the way that it doesn’t make sense when acceptance seemed like a foregone conclusion. It is about owning up to the reasons for incompatibility and being alright with them. It is about things being so much better in retrospect.

I made a picture of stars to accompany this song because I wanted to make a picture of stars, not because it has anything to do with the song.

This song was a very smooth writing experience. I wrote it on a guitar with five strings tuned all wacky because that’s how James left it. It is his guitar and it is very nice. I fiddled with the guitar part all week, and it never gave me any trouble. So thank you to this song for cooperating and making my life pretty easy.

Here’s hoping your Monday doesn’t totally suck.
~M.E.

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Week 72 // Sunday Night Blown Away

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Right in the pit of your heart
You know it gets real hard
And you stand and you wonder
Why you never go under

And all of the folks getting through
Hear the challenge they bring to you
That you’re not getting younger
They won’t let you go under

Sunday night

Blown away
By the morning nothing’s left to say

This old debris
What a waste
What a sad collection thrown away

And suddenly you were struck where you stood
You know it gets real good
And you grin and you wonder
Why would you ever go under?

And here in the pit of your heart
The plans that you spun in your art
With your eyes to the feast and the hunger
No you shouldn’t go under

Sunday night
Rearranged
By the morning I’ve been stripped away

This old debris
Aint it strange
I can pick it up and put it away

Notes
 width= Hi folks. After pretty much mailing it in last week, I really tried to bring it with this one. This is a tune about the wonder of gratitude. It is about how the people who act as your support system can radically alter your perspective in really simple ways. In so doing they can keep you afloat. It might be sort of hard to glean this theme from the words, but I swear, it’s in there.

I’m continuing my acoustic kick that I’ve been on for the past few weeks, but I’m trying to bring some elements back in without getting too crowded. This song feels like two separate songs spliced into one another, and it is a dynamic that I like. Even the voices in the two distinct sections sound different. Also, I’m really into the huge tambourine hits. I hope you like it.

Here’s hoping your Monday doesn’t totally suck.
~M.E.

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Week 71 // The Wind and the Hour

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I’ll be the break in the weather
Earth up and moving
Gone in a way

I’ll be the wind and the hour
Serious notions
Curious days

And the rest finally moving
Like a compulsion
Pulling away

Down in the ground of our fathers’ mothers
And fathers of mothers
We’d stay

Gone are all the easiest ways
Gone are the excuses to drift away

I got news for you brother
Cuz I’ve seen the future
And it’s coming our way

Yes, it’s a beautiful picture
It’s much like the season
It’s floating away

Out in the woods of our dearly departed
I found the answers
And stood on their grave

Down in the dirt where they’re resting
The Earth’s finally moving
And pulling away

Gone are all the easiest ways
Gone are the excuses to drift away

I’ll be the break in the weather
Serious notions
Curious days

And the rest finally moving
They’re much like the season
They’re floating away

Notes
 width= So it turns out that by moving to Western Massachusetts last fall, I have returned to my ancestral homeland. My father grew up as a Southerner, but in actually his lineage can be traced to New England on his mother’s side, and the countryside out here is dotted with cemeteries filled with people that I am related to. They’ve been resting in these places for centuries now, and I recently decided to pay some of them a visit. Cemeteries are peaceful and reflective places, and this is a song about them. I looked at these old grave markers, chipping away over the years due to the relentless assault of time and nature, and I pondered who the people underneath them might have been. I pondered what –if anything beyond genetics– these people had to do with me, or with my family as I know it. It turns out you can’t glean too much information from a gravestone. You’ve got a name, you’ve got a date or two, and if you are really lucky you might have a profession. The rest is up to imagination. As I stood there, I had a vision of some future descendant some hundreds of years from now standing over my grave and asking the same questions. I should be so lucky. I’m glad that I paid my family a visit, even if I don’t know them very well.

Here’s hoping your Monday doesn’t totally suck.
~M.E.

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Week 70 // Good Man Trying

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Done with my old ways
I should have been a fighter

I used to write it down
I used to be a writer

And really nothing’s wrong
Just thumbed through my old notebooks
All the drawings and predictions I have made

A portrait on one side
A poem on the other
Contradicting one another on the page

Maybe I’m a bad man sleeping one off
And then maybe I’m a young man thinking he’s old again
Maybe I’m a good man trying
I’m eager, skipping right to the end

Down and out for days
Came home to wild flowers

I throw my days away
By filling all my hours

And maybe nothing’s changed
I read it in my notebook
That folks tend to remain the way they’ve been

A lover on one side
A fighter on the other
They’ll have it out with one another yet again

Maybe I’m a bad man sleeping one off
And then maybe I’m a young man thinking he’s old again
Maybe I’m a good man trying
I’m eager, skipping right to the end

Notes
 width=Ever since I was little I’ve always kept sketchbooks and notebooks. I have a lot of them. I know it is wasteful, but until recently I never really filled them up all the way. I would skip pages and pages in order to give my ideas space from each other. When my ideas seemed to be on a totally different track, I would just start a new notebook. Looking through my old notebooks is sort of a treasure hunt. Pages will go by and by, and then down there in the corner on the back of a page there will be a sentence fragment underlined seven times as if it were the most important thought I could ever have. More pages will pass and suddenly there is a deluge of unfinished drawings and old song lyrics crammed together using both sides of every sheet until finally the sketches lose structure, the words trickle to a stop, the blank pages resume, and inevitably the notebook is abandoned for another one.

I love these old notebooks and have wanted to try to write about them for a long time. One thing that strikes me when I look through one of them is the difficulty that I have reconciling the author of the notebooks with the person that I am today. Sometimes he is so much more vital and creative than I feel. Other times he is enraged yet full of urgency. On occasion he is sensitive and vulnerable. Sometimes he is pretty impressive. Other times he is a hack. This song is about trying to figure out how this author relates to me. It is about trying to figure out if I’m still the person who left all of these artifacts behind. Incidentally, I never began to fill my notebooks up all of the way until I started this website. Week 70 appears about two thirds of the way through my second notebook since this project began. In both of these notebooks there is a tragic absence of drawings. Alas.

Here’s hoping your Monday doesn’t totally suck.
~M.E.

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Week 69 // Letters from the Apocalypse

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You throw yourself under the bus
When you’re telling the truth
You never thought anyone suffered
for knowing the right thing to do

I feel like a media presence
With resources big as the sky
This amazing delusion I’m living in
Fueling my need to get this right

If God once felt like you
If he once felt down and blue
I wonder why

I’m growing my hair out
Right down to my knees
And it’s like a disguise
I’ll be handing out pamphlets at sporting events
On the right ways to die

You could be one of us
Laughing our asses off knowing the truth
We could live by our wits
Making love like we’re losing our youth
It’s the right thing to do

If God once felt like you
If he once felt down and blue
I wonder why

I’m like a boomerang out for myself
And I’m wondering why
When I aim for my target I take my own head off
I’ve done it before
The more deadly the harder I try

And you got a chip on your shoulder
The size of a boulder, it’s true
You got a need to rebel
Against God or yourself
And what’s funny as hell is
You’re putting it off ‘till you’re through

Notes
 width= This song is about a specific feeling that I’ve had that can only be described by attempting to imagine an impossibly strange scenario. This is the scenario and the feeling: You are so wrapped up in your unfulfilled goals that the only option seems to be to run away and become one of those crazy religious zealots outside of the baseball stadium who hands out apocalyptic literature about revelations and assures people that they are going to hell. The hope is that somehow by doing this you will unlock the potential hidden within you to accept the life you have, rather than pining for one you haven’t made yet. Once you have done this you can then meet and fall in love with an equally lost and narcissistic soul who has also taken a chance on an insane lifestyle and thus found the hidden potential within to accept the world the way it is. Are you still with me? It is a song about restlessness and it is my favorite song that I’ve written since the fall.

Here’s hoping your Monday doesn’t totally suck.
~M.E.

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